first time charm

 

i make a lot of daily necessities using worn cattail stalks.  The cattail stalks had worked as blinds for several years.

I came up with the idea of making a cutting board stand from them, which i have never even had, and i did made it. 

basically i don't (can't) have a decent plan or a design to make things , then it became like this.

an amazingly awkward thing was born

next day, i tried again.

human could learn.

and the next day, i gradually noticed,

    that i rather liked the first one.

 

the thing which was made for the first time connotes many kinds of feelings with time spent for it.

and they appear in the finished one.

and they make it attractive (for me at least).

 

 i live this life for the first time, i guess. 

it is natural to be awkward and inefficient.

can i become the one who see it attractive.