the last page of this book

20250717  7:37-8:09

One day, I got a plain-little-paperback-sized-recycled-leather-covered-note book made of brown craft papers, without any particular purpose for use it .

 Around the end of January, I fell into despair (happens a lot and lot) which was really deep.

 And few days later, (February 5th it says) I started this "sketch awake" (to sketch something as soon as woke up) ,somehow. The plain-little-paperback-sized-recycled-leather-covered-note book made of brown craft papers got the role suddenly.

 I was the night shifter then, so the timestamps were very weird often, but I did anyway. Because I started, I could not allow me not to do this.

 And this morning, the last page was done. 

Fortunately, almost miraculously, I got the new plain-little-paperback-sized-recycled-leather-covered-note book made of brown craft papers which seems out of production, on the flea market app. 

So this will continue, probably.

 I am very satisfied that I could keep doing this. because I know keeping doing is not always easy for me.

 

 

just like this little notebook happened to have that role, who knows what happens.