about book making ➀

 there is something i realized when i was away from painting.

 painting with a brush is something special , something completely different from sketching what is there with a pen or doodling on an iphone screen.

i never say pen sketching or screen drawing are easy, but they are relatively controllable.

brush painting isn't. brush painting is on better terms with my unconscious than with my intention.

so i am really looking forward to what "i" paint next,  because there must be an incredible amount of emotions and experiences accumulated over the years stored in my subconscious.

then , why i am not doing it,

because i feel i can't move forward unless i do something about my old paintings.

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