a bee

having feeling like phase changing several times in a day.

it is the therapeutic effect of sketching and journaling here, probably .

while focusing pen, paper or the target ,the more i concentrate, the less i understand what i'm drawing. doesn't even care  what i am doing, actually.

when it's done, it is better than I expected, quite often.

the whole thing would be.  perhaps.   

the whole      thing .