blue sky with clouds,hot,windless

i was thinking about why i don't like being asked questions.

since when?

why?

what happens?

• feel stress. like an alert button is pushed.
• the moment i see a question, can't help thinking about why the person asks it and what could happen after i answer.
• it tends to be like that when i "see" the question being asked.
• being asked in an actual conversation ,i can answer. but my answers tend to be not what they want and most people look at me with "oh, i'm talking to a weirdo "face.
• no idea since when, maybe whole life. found the same issue written in about 7 years ago on my notebook. cause my time was like stopped for 7 years.
  
  
  

this sketching is nothing to do with that,

i have no stress sketching the stuffs under the wash basin,

and i am happy about that.